So, It’s been 4 months or so since the last post and I’ve achieved absolutely fuck-all. Well, not exactly nothing, but pretty close. I have managed to come up with yet another plan, which i supposed kind of defeated the purpose of the whole thing. So, why have I not managed anything.
I could claim that it’s because I’m scared. I’ve gotten comfortable in the position I’ve found myself and while I rail against it, I’m scared of what will happen if I change too quickly. This is a nice comforting thought, but it’s not very useful. If I am scared, surely I must face these fears, and the only way to do that would be to change.
I could claim that work has been too hectic recently too actually have accomplished anything, but this also would not be true. I’ve spent a large amount of time watching bad movies, but haven’t been reviewing them, so this isn’t the case.
You could all claim that I’m full of it. This is possibly closer to the truth, after all, this is not the first time I’ve tried comething like this, and it’s not the first time I’ve failed at something like this either. However, I am hoping that you all feel that I could accomplish something if I really decided to.
Or, you could claim I’m just lazy. After all, I’ve almost managed to raise procrastination to an art form. And sometimes, just staring out at nothing is a viable pursuit and really is the best use of my time at that given moment.
Unfortunately, I suspect it’s a large combination of this and many other factors. But, I vow that dodgy movies reviewed and running diaries are going to be succesful sites before Easter next year. And who knows. they may even turn a profit.